“I will not let You go unless You bless me!”
Genesis 32:26 (New King James Version)
Dearest Abba, Father, my Shepherd, I praise You and I thank You for the way You have led and guided me throughout my life. You have always protected me and preserved me, and in Your presence I find comfort and peace. But Lord, I am sick of the mediocrity in my life. I don’t experience Your abundance in my life. Something has to be broken. Take me to a place where we both are alone. I am hungry for You. I need to know You intimately. Reveal the plans You have for me. Show me clearly what you expect of me. Break me completely. Let there be no trace of self in me. Grow in me and let me be diminished. Abba, You know all the tensions, fear and frustrations I feel every day. You see my misery and hear my cries. Don’t tarry. Come quickly to rescue me and manifest Your power in my life so that Your son, Jesus Christ, is glorified through me. In the wonderful name of Jesus, I pray. Amen